i Need a voice

Guess it's the weather. It's givin me these weird spells these days. I can be cranky one moment, hapi and excited the next, and even pissed and annoyed~. haa.. Thank goodness most of these feelings r under ctrl... When can i not control? it's prolly when i'm mentioning the cheF. haa.. pooR Jac n ceciL.. but u guys gota bear with it no more!! it's over... thought bout some stuff guys "do" that reali puts me off! so.. Yea.. here i am.. lookin for more eye candies. haa.

what am i doin at home at 1020 writing dis blog? missed the 8am lesson la~ duH.. "forces" of the bed were too overwhelming. had to give in! heh..

(not that i'm havin ANYONE in particular so jac.. tease/comment/get it wrong/misunderstand/probe/talke about it/ask.~ *winKz* ) i kinda miss havin some one to wake me up in the morning... imagine havin to wake up to that bloody alarm of my hP every single day, not a single person's voice, and when u get out of ur room, it's empty! no voice, no shadow, no nothing.. *er.. it aint a ghostly figure i wana See~* but, whatever it is... when i got that morning call ytd, it somehow felt as if i was "cared-for" again... Hmmm... NOpE NopE, dont get me wrong, nothing between us.. it aint as if he cared in a "special" way or smthin.. juz a nice act of givin someone w/o her hp a morning call... guess i'd get those alarm clock with a person's voice or smthing~ haa.. reminds me of bernie's HP with jac's voice.. "Wake up wake up.. pick up the phone.. IT MIGHT BE ME!" or something.. hahaa.. i shld get smthin like that.. doubt i can ever wake up to my hp alarm alreadi.. i need a voicE~~ "SENT ME A VOICE!!"