got this off cecilia's blog.


FROZEN QUEEN
You dont want love to come through to you. You like
it the way you are. To be unreachable, no need
to show feelings. Hiding everything inside you.
You are already used to it. You say yourself
that you dont need anyone, that you stand on
your own two feet or that you dont have time
for these things. But in reality you are scared
to get hurt. You feel save where you are: by
yourself, nobody can hurt you there. You
invent your own relationship in your dreams.
You just need to know that you COULD get a
partner.


~THE big LOVE TEST!! What do you need? With PICS! For girls and boys!~
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For those who know me well enough, do you think it's true??

It's been a whirlwind month for me, as you know preparing for orientation and all. Today's technically my first off day in days/weeks and was kinda hoping that maybe i can have dinner be it tv dinner or whatsoever with my dad. well, it seems i'm not fated to hang out with my family. cos' i ended up having dinner alone with no one else at home and my mom is off to malaysia for her church camp.

my life is a bore. kinda sucks don't you think? anyhow, i realised i've injured my arm and ankle, both of which are attached to the left side of my body. my whole arm goes numb the moment i touch a particular spot on my shoulder. it gives me the feeling that my arm would simply drop off at the slightest hit.

ugh, i hate it. i can't meet my friends cos' they are all working, mostly cos' of attachment. it's so messed up. luckily i've got orientation to keep me busy or i swear you'll find cobwebs growing on me. oh yes, i mentioned much earlier that i was going to have a gathering for my birthday. i doubt that will ever happen as much as me ever getting a present. i think people have forgotten the art and joy of receiving and giving presents anymore. no one seem to recall that look of joy on another's face when you give them a gift. we take a lot of things for granted which suck i must say. i love giving presents especially when i've taken into much consideration what i wanna get for the person and how i wanna wrap it and all. i admit i am guilty of not giving presents when i know i should or it would be a lil' late. but i am improving. ha.

anyway, brain's beginning to be in shut down mode for today, so that's all for now. hopefully i will continue blogging faithfully during orientation days so you guys can be fully updated. hehh.. see ya...