it's been raining n stopping raining n stopping non stop. why cant it just stop raining, so i can feel less sleepy, or just continue to rain, so i can sleep in peace.

hope i can slp tonite. sigh. damn la! rain's stopping again. know what i wana do now? feel like goin downstairs, n let myself soak in the rain. loved the rain ever since god knows when, other than the times where i know i cant get wet n i havent brought a brolly. ziyu said "why you like the rain, so dirty so smelly!!".. like it when i havent got mascara on, like the rain splattering on my face, body, like taking a stroll in the rain, getting wet, thinking of nothing, except enjoying whatever feelings i've got for the moment.

still recall the younger days where i use to wear a rain coat, n play in the rain, despite warnings of falling sick. shit, why did raincoats have to go out of fashion!?!? wana bask in the sun, feel the warmth on my skin, want to feel the rain, the big sea, the cool breeze, the sunset, sunrise?? sigh. haa.. guess these days i reali feel the need to get in sync with nature. checked out the maldives. reali beautiful place. i'd b heading there. one day. someday. post the pics up when i find a couple more nice shots.. n when my exams arent in afew hours. sigh... "take me down to the paradise city where the grass is green n the beers are free!!!"

falling sick.. sigh.. nails r badly done today. Dissatisfaction with ur own nails, the perfect reason to go for a manicure!. snipped them today tho. was too bloody painful to write in. 4th finger poking into my palms. argh. manicure? yea... JAC!!! when ya free!?!?! mwoahaa... low cost manicurist in training... ;)