2am.. wow. how time flies. it's been 14 hrs or so since i've got up. Amazing how fast time flies at times. let's see.. nope, havent done anything extremely productive tho. :S keeping me occupied would be the HPM proj, the SIMS2, MSN, and yes, the Television! haa.. it's been a totally relaxing sunday being a couch potato. starting to feel the heat of exams tho... why must the school give one last proJ b4 exams!?!? there's HPM for the TLM students, and the intergrated proJ thats killing every single marketing person out there... hang in there yea~?? **massage**

i'm gettin lazy, use 2 b able 2 drag myself up for lessons, nomatter how little i've slept, but these days, 5 hrs dont seem enough! ha.. i'd juz give lessons a miss :).. and go for a make up class. know it's a bad habit.. wait. it's already a habit!?!?!? oh no.. i'm mutating.. lazier for sure..more indecisive, more independent?? well.. maybe.. and stronger i suppose... stronger in many ways i never thought i'd be. it'z a good thing for sure! **winKz**..

time for sleep.. i'm NOT tired. but i NEED to sleep, got a test tml. sigh. feel bad now. aint feeling good. got 2 bloody ulcers on my lip, and my tongue's "splitting" (those who've seen it, u'd understand).. all in all.. it suck! feel sucky!. argh! i'm off 2 sleep.. ..cant believe i'm nagging to my blog!.. feel "pissified"... no amt of water's gona make me feel better, exams comin up, this n that, i'm broke, i'm pissed, i'm whiny, i'm.. wait. am i repeating myself!? i'm gettin sick.. sick of myself. sick of being me.. the indecisive, whiny, sick, tired, lazy,whiny, lazy, sick, tired, me! haa.. have i juz prooven 2 b whiny? ***now u get the picture..***

ok, it's an uncomprehensible blog entry. I KNOW. and i cant hlp it.. along with many other things that i cant. (e.g. my bottomless bank account, ulcer etc! damn).
gona force myself 2 .. *chanting* sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleeeeeepppp sleeeeeeeeeepppppppppp ssssssllllleeeee........
oh damn it!. i cant slp! anyone who reads tis blog. leave me an sms. make me feel better.. come on!!!!... it sux havin insomia..

oh. HAPPY *early* ANIVERSARY TO JAC N BERNIE!!! haa... since jac didnt have the courtesy to reply the SMS that i sent her, i'd sent my greetings here! haa..