it's the 1st of Jan 2005.. Happy new year? nothing much to be happy about i guess. Nah. dont bother bout me. just feelin a lil down.. a lil blue. hate to start the year tis way. Made a couple of resolutions, wont be fulfilling it. (again)

Wanna be left alone for now. Nope, no arguments, no nothing. and NO, it's NOT the time of the month. i've got concerned friends chatting me up, or askin me out, i'm stayin home. i wana be left alone. I used to be scared of being left alone, having no where to go, nothing to do. Not so much so these days. Doesnt quite matter anymore. Guess home's my final refuge.
"vaL not clubing?!?!?!"... alright alright, i know i've been quite a hard core clubber. trust me, i've just lost the interest to club. or rather, i've got no way to finance it. so sorry that jac has lost her "SexY dancing" Kaki.

Aint in a very good mood. just a feeling of uneasiness, not as chirpy, not very happy, kinda troubled, cant do anything bout it kind of feeling.. it's weird how 1 person's feelings can lead to my feelings being such. okok, it's u darlin.. u're in a bad mood so here i am, in a bad mood too.. aint ur fault... i cant hlp it either.. just hope u'd be better... but will i?? guess such things happen when u're too concerned bout someone.. their mood spills over.. it happens both ways :)

A happy (or not so) New Year to y'all.. and hopefully this yr wld be better than the last. Aint in the mood to really blog.. i'm quite moodless as everyone can c! hah.. take care everyone.. i'd take care of myself. ;)

back to work.......