Dear Jac,

Here's a blog dedication to u, cuz i know u'd definately read it. Had a chat with a friend, and suddenly u "flew" into my mind. Contents of the chat's totally unrelated to u, but u juz popped up all over... hence, i've decided to write all these down, just incase one day or other, i might not get the chance to say these words to u.

If there's one word used to describe u, it'll be BITCH. Nope, dont close tis window yet! First of all, it takes lots of skill to be a bitch, the looks, knowledge, the everything, and u've got it all, most importantly, u're proud of being a bitch. i know that! haha.

We got much closer durin yr 2, where we started doin projects together. You were always the one incharge, giving the directions, wanting perfection in EVERYTHING you do. thx to you, i'm overworked, but thankfully, it paid off. U taught me the meaning of perfection, and getting things done the way I want it.. (unfortunately) u also taught me the joy n pleasure of shopping, taste, style, which caused my back account 2 go BUST, haha... Being with u, i've learnt to speak my mind, and i can truly be myself. You tease me so very much bout my bad english.. "walking arnd myself".. etc...

You're like my closest friend whom i can converse to in decent english, and i'm really grateful of that! When we were in coca-cola, u were always the "boss", and i'm always the "worker".. remember how u went choosing furniture, and i was dismantling cupboards? when u were doing the comp wires, i was mopping the floor! haha.. those were the days. NopE, i reali love that kind of relationship, where we always lived in perfect harmony. we've always got different taste in guys, thankfully.. remember "NG FOO KIN"?? haha..

in short, i just wana say that i really miss you. I know of ppl who dislike u, some moderately, some quite abit. I do not stand up for u, cuz i know they've got their reasons for disliking you. But i've never denied knowing you, or sayin that u're a close friend of mine! i love you just the way you are, and everyone knows that. (nope, i'm still straight).. You're a loyal friend, whom i can always count on, no matter how long we havent met up.. You saw me through my very bad break up, n you are willing 2 spent xmas with me (despite protests), even tho i wld b a very bright lightbulb. You clubbed n danced with me, when i didnt have a dance partner, you wld even sacrifice bernie at times. we bitched n gossiped, you've shared stuff with me.. and i felt that we were really really close friends.. til now... i still truly hope we still are..

when i got into tourism, i know that that MIGHT be the end of it all.. come on, our timetables clash like hell! u're never the initiator o fmeeting up.. neither have i.. (we're both guilty of that).. we dont talk that often these days, u use to say "got boyfriend, dont want friend ah!"... but it's not true my dear.. i dont see eric EVERY free time i've got. You're bz with ur amore stuff, and when u're free, it's my turn to be bz... wish i could go shopping with u again, but i aint got the resources..

Jac, i'm sorry that we didnt meet up as often as good friends should. i'm sorry that i'm not really there for you when u need me... the very most i do at times, is to msg u online and all.. If ever someone wants me to name a close friend of mine, i'd always be first on the list. We might not have beent here for each other, and i may no longer be the val you're always with... i'd be there whenever u need a bitching friend. ;).. thx for lovin me for who i am my dear.. you know me best, be it taste, thinking or whatever.

You noE i still love u doR-heR~ :).... you're a greatest friend one can ever have..

I PROMISE WE'D GO OUT FOR COFFEE!!! HOW DOES NEXT WED SOUND?????? YES!!! i'm DATING you!!!!