THEY DO NOT WANT ME!.... (feelin GREEN).. for now.

sigh, now that i can blog, just let me whine a lil.. went for an interview today.. had to speak infront of like 20 ppl or so, with 2 interviewers. i thought i did noT too badly lar.. spoke quite alrightly, questions answered not too badly. AND, other ppl were much worst off!, infact there were only a handful of "normal" ppl, and 1 girl who's very good. and i think i'm NOT TOO BAD.

interviewer said they'd call b4 10, and.... they haven't called.. it's almost 1, and they STILL havent called. sigh. if they were to choose only 1 person, i prolly havent got the job then.. but they prolly need more.., why havent they called me!?!? i still strongly feel that i didnt do too badly lor.

oh well, i do know that if i dont get the job, it's prolly becuz i aint got what it takes.. AND, there's meant to be a better job else where for me! haA... what matters is tt i've tried. then again, waiting's never easy. somepart of me says that i shld wait on... another part just feel that i shld move on. WHatever it may be, life goes on. just with lesser money! haha..

thx for those who wished me luck!! .... esp darlin... and prisc, kukubird, ris.. etc.. :)
CAN YOU PPL BLOODY HELL PICK UP THE PHONE N DIAL 9695***9! gosh..