i dreamt of a ghost last nite. was it a dream, or were they really behind me?
i fell into deep sleep after that, only to be awaken by the alarm.

Ive got an extremely active mind, and especially so if i sleep right after doing proj or some form of hard thinking. i wont be able to sleep for some time. My mind will run on it's own free will when ever i close my eyes, trying to fall straight to sleep. The reason why i always keep the radio on when i sleep, is to prevent myself from hearing my "brain" talking. There tend to be this irritating chatter in my mind, or song or something of the sort, which cannot be blocked, and cannot be stopped. Last night, i heard myself in a conversation. where i couldnt seem to shut up.

Wait. it didnt sound like me. No, it wasnt me. i was listening to this conversation of two girls. was lying on my right shoulder, and the chattering cam from behind me. So close by, as if it was right on my bed. I seem to open my eyes, to concentrate, in an attempt to identify the voices, to see if it was just "ME" talking to "Myself". Dont think it was. i THINK my eyes were open, i covered my comforter right up to my neck, and momenterily paralyzed in fear. Cant find my bolster, cant hug anything, all alone with those strangers ON MY BED! Cant remember what the conversation was about, but i just remember something like this.

"do u think she can hear us"
"does she mind"
"doesnt matter right"
"where's my comb"
etc etc etc

random words,
i'm too afraid to hear..
words like that.. or something of the sort. it's just some girly chatter. Perfectly normal, IF, i was WIDE awake, and it happened in the day, AND there IS someone there. because of the very very fact, i sleep on a supersingle bed, and there is obviously no space for "anyone" there.

i felt a sudden shiver throughout my body, as if every nerve and hair stood straight up in attention. i remember that moment very clearly. my eyes were definately open this time. Or, is it possible that i open my eyes in a dream, and dream that my eyes are open while i'm actually asleep?

is all this a dream? or were there really two of them behind me, communicating in their own world, while i retire to the dream land of mine? Could it be the stories i've heard frm my class, my overactive mind, is it all in my head, or.. were they really right there behind me....